I hate the word lover except when it's between meat and pizza

Aghhhhh man
I'm soooo bummed out. Black Friday was pretty uneventful except hearing that a Walmart employee was trampled to death and a pregnant lady almost lost her child cause of shopping on this day. People these days... Do anything for a great deal. To be honest this should be a jewish holiday lol (Wow I found that in bad taste). But in the spirit of Black Friday I watched "This Christmas" awwww Lauren London...

Happy Thanksgiving

Today was one of my favorite days of the year. I love Turkey Day so much that I want to bring it behind the middle school and get it pregnant. (30 Rock Reference) LOL! The Lunch and Dinner was amazing. My Tita Leah really out did here self again. It was amazing! Then after that I watched the Titans vs. The Lions.(Mercy Killing) Then I went chasing my cousins around the house cause they stole my hat. Today was great. Thank you lord and Tita Leah for a great meal!

I Promise...

The worst day was my best day
today was just one of those... you know... days (jeez)
What can I say
My life sucks anyway
actually maybe... not
but its not my brain that's thinkin'
It's my finger holdin' the gun to my temple with one shot
I feel that my time is shrinkin'
Which also got me thinkin'...
Why am I doing this?
Did I lose it all in a game of slots?
Maybe I betted against the Harlem Globe Trotts
But I'm pretty sure
That
I
lost
the
one...
Ahhh son of a gun
How did I miss that?
It was probably all of the crack...s
In my skull after I didn't pay off that lost bet
But I don't regret
That I bet over the trotters
Cause the rebels keep it close and tighter
But for starters
Never ever bet against Harlem
Cause they'll jump up and beat you just like Michael Jordan
But now I know
I was astounded by the way she glow
With an aura like a god
Or maybe that aura was there cause I hit that blow to hard
Ehh... never mind
She was my goddess
I'm not high
I'm being modest
Honest
Scouts honor
And it was an honor to have been with her
To be her monsieur
And my mademoiselle
Due to my bad habits well...
she left
So this brings us back to now with a gun to my left side
pointing towards my left eye
sigh... BOOM!
... I missed
You can't be serious
I totally missed myself
I even failed at killing myself
I give up
Luck didn't get me
I guess my life is a one way street
I gotta keep going or I'll get rammed from behind by death
So I'll stop with this meth and relearn math
Get a job and go the right path
Don't do drugs
Make Love
Don't waste it all on blow
Make some money and let it grow
I'm gonna show that I'm not that asshole druggy
But that friendly studd... y all the time
Chances are I will get her back
I will show her that the man she knew in the past is dead
And reborn a better man instead
In the future
I promise only to me and you

Memories made in the coldest winter... Good bye my friend... will I ever love again?

Ok. About the title of this blog. I'm listening to a little bit of Kanye West: 808's and Heartbreak. The Title is a Line from one of the songs on his album called Coldest Winter... peep it out. The song is about his mother that died a year ago... Anyways today was an up and down day for me. At first in the morning i was happy cause it was finally Tuesday which leaves one half day left till Thanksgiving Vacay. YaY! What made all this happiness fall was that I didn't get the part in the play.......... That really annoyed me. It wasn't cool cause of what I saw but I guess i have to suck it up. At least I'm innn the play. After looking at that dreadfull thing I have had chest pains all day for some reason. I should probably get that checked out. Today was also the Powder Puff Game... well it wasn't really what I was expecting... OK it was nothing I Expected. The underclassmen lost hard and it was just bad. Anyway now I'm home and watching some Charlie Brown Thanksgiving. (awww Good times)

I pretty much do what Oprah tells me too

Today was a good day. I think. Well not really... actually no it was a good day. Today for lunch they served an early Thanksgiving Feast. YUM! Me likee. I felt productive today. If there was work it was done. I was bored so I did Amanda's U.S. History Worksheets and filled in what she was missing just cause I was in a good ole mood. Yay. Then when the call backs came in... Stress creeps up on me. Shit! But it all ended with great complements by my peers. Right now Jay (Leno) is doing headlines (my favorite). The Jonas Brothers are on the show (WTF????) and for the first time in many weeks I finally picked up New Moon and started reading it... again. All I can say is that Bella has lost it. LOL.

Let's have cookies... Not war

After you read this you will say to yourself "WTF was Matt thinking." Yes after I wrote this I asked myself the same question. I was given a good idea and totally screwed it up. (sorry Danielle) Yeah but if you like it tell me. If you don't like it... Tell me anyway lol.

Let's not fight
But Bite down on moist goodness
yummy chocolate pureness
lets not spill blood
lets not kill our "Buds"
but eat lots of macadamia nut!
Don't fill yourself with hate
Just fill yourself with lushes snickerdoodles
Cinnamony and great
Wouldn't it be sweet if we just solve our problems with out altercation
An awesome chewy, warm, sugary sensation
not just an afternoon delight
but an everyday delight
all night
all morning
Even on the holiday
a cornicopia of cookies given to everyone
In cookie we trust
Cookie bless us. Everyone.

Don't Believe the Hype

Yup that's right. Twilight the movie adaptation of a book was very disappointing. It was very awkward and predictable. Yet the audience in the theater were still going ahhhhhh when Bella and Edward kiss. I scream out SHUT UP! The thing about the movie is that the cast is just (no homo) Beautiful. Bella was hot, Bella's mom was hot, Bellas dad was hot, Jacob was hot, Jesus Christ it was just beautiful people. It was like watching an Ambercrombie and Fitch movie... just with Vampires. Another gay thing was that they cut corners a lot. Overall it was ok. But if there was no book then the movie would have sucked really hard.

Adidas (All Day I Dream About Sex) jk... sometimes lol

Well this is my first blog since last week... wait a few days ago... eh what ever.
So to recap my week I made it on the play again. I'm going to audition for one of the Wickersham Brothers. And to do that I have to sound like Rick James on Super Freak. I am not kidding. And Twilight comes out tomorrow... yeah it's coming out.

Pickles, Pancakes, and Pumpernickel

Today was pretty dull... Rainy.
Upside to it is that the football team won big today.
They move up the standings to the States Game.
If they do make it to states they would play for a State Championship game in Giants Stadium.
So yeah cheer for our Patriots. Kick ass!

Save me from myself

I could have read this at the Autumn Expressions but it was still a work in progress. I just finished it. Enjoy!

Save me from myself
I am in good health
but not in good spirit
My head is full of confusion
so I need someone to clear it
My life is driving out of control
so I need someone to steer it
I have a dream so help me pursue it too
I need that someone to tell me what to do
And that someone is me...

Schnieder has brought "crack" to Secaucus High School

Crack in the form of Warheads
I have been hooked like everyone else in the damn school.
During Block 6 I asked Mr. Schnieder, "Did you suggest this"
He said yes and then I bought some QBZ lol.

Shadows: Stockers When your born

Shadows are creepy things
they follow you around even if you don't want them too
they'll just keep following
no matter what you do
You can't even sue
All you can do i guess is stay in the dark
but then it's too... dark
So make like Tony Stark and fly around
but your shadow is on you like a blood hound
You hope that this dark figure would get a life
Get a wife and a few kids
but that's not the case
That thing would stay
no way its going away
just don't threaten your dark companion... you would look bloody stupid

Untitled

Why did you go away?
I lay in such dismay
I pray that you would stay
Just please don't go
I love the way you dance
I love the way you sing
Just give it one more chance
I'll do anything...
(dammit)
I want you even more
My heart is fucking soar
This man needs your love
He's trying oh so hard
No one stop him now
No way fuckin' how
He is determined to get you
I need you
No one new
The one that loved me
The one to hold me
I wish you can only see
I'm not a fool
Just confused why you left me
Just want you with me
I wish you can only see

First day of school since break...

I think i got smarter lol. The down side of today is that my voice kinda dyed. Thank god that the play auditions got rescheduled to next week. When I got home I automatically hit the books and then crashed, watched some family guy, watched some of The Departed, then listened to some Disney songs. (a little stroll on memory lane) I got Bio Mid-terms tomorrow and I am ready to ace that thing so hard lol.

This grilled cheese has mayonaisse in it! WHAT!!??

Saturday was a total bummer.  I left South Jersey in the morning just so i can play golf... it rained it poured and god took a huge piss on my day.  Thanks to this i had to go to Jersey City to eat horrible chicken empanadas.  Then I rode many miles to Hills Borough... yeah I don't know where that is neither.  But the bright side of this is that I got to see my baby cousin. She is a cute little sleeper.  The baby sleeps like a bear in hibernation. Then after that I hit the Taco Bell.  One man, 5 tacos, 5 packets of fire sauce, 1 large pepsi... YUM. Finally I round off the day with 30 Rock Season 2.  *guilty pleasure*

It's always red and white (and a little blue) in Philadelphia

During the week off I have been down in south jersey all week. I visited Philadelphia today and the place was painted red, white, and a little blue. Reason is that the Phillies (Baseball Team) just won the world series and Barack Obama just won the election so it was a pretty bright colored and smug day in Philly... Also today I got the 30 Rock Season 2 Set (YAY) Bummer that the week is almost over. *bleh* I still haven't studied for stupid finals and Schnieders stupid mid term is due on Wednesday... Damn yo...

This Show inspires me (Ghost Writers)

HELLo

This one is one of my favorites. I was bored when i made this very bizarre piece.

HELLo there young thing
my names not much for asking
i see you there basking by the fire
with lack of attire
but doesn't quite matter when your in
HELLo there
welcome home to the hottest place "in" the planet
you probably don't remember getting here but just don't be so dramatic
you'll be happy here till the end of time
stop looking for home 'cause that's one thing you cant find in
HELLo pretty girl
you should have put down that drink
the way you di... arrived was amazing
you didn't even blink
whats with that frown
oh don't feel down 'cause your gonna love it in
HELLo miss
i guess you didn't think heaven was bliss
so you got pissed and fell off the cliff
man are you gonna love...
HELLo!

Hold on Tight

This was a project for my Writing class a year ago. Enjoy

Cruising through the town
police chasing us down
you and me trying to cross the border with out a sound
left hand on the wheel
right over your hand
them separating us is one thing that i cant stand
so just take my hand
hold on tight
just believe in me and we'll be free like a run away kite
so just take my hand
hold on tight
just believe in me and you'll marvel those Spanish nights...
almost at the border
stolen cash in the back
police on our tail like a fat kid on a big mac
but don't worry baby were almost there
once we get through this there not gonna even care
so just take my hand
hold on tight
we're gonna make it just grip with all your might
so just take my hand
hold on tight
we will make that family you dreamed about all your life...

A day with my dad

Yes we went to Hooters
YYaYY

Omaha Beach

I was watching "Saving Private Ryan" two weeks before I actually wanted to write. I submitted this to the Metamorphosis Poetry Contest and lost. But I'm still proud of this poem so enjoy.

Booming sounds
Guns shots going off round by round
Shouting crowds
Mounds of dead lying on this bloody beach
Moving to the other side seems hard to reach
To breach or be deceased
But at least when this is over you can go back to your love
The only thing stopping you is raining bullets from high above
Shove, shoot, avoid getting shot
All these men have to remember that this is no walk
No stroll at the park
Your friend lost his arm
He lays there crying
Wishing he would just die and relocate to the stars
The sight scars your heart
This whole mission is falling apart
*boom*
You wake up later finding that your leg has flown the coop
And finally the song of blasting guns went mute…

Time Stops When You Meet the ONE

You were standing aimlessly in the crowd
I saw you and then there was no sound
No movement… nothing
Everything paused and all stopped
Except me
You stood there shining and glowing
The only one that caught my eye
When I got closer… my love started growing
Not knowing who you were
I paint a picture in my head
Your eyes bright and your lips wine red
Sketched every detail until… time sped back
You left with the crowd faster than I could blink
I realized after that night that you would be my destiny
The one for me…

The Beginning

My First Ever Blog (Dun Dun Dun)
yes
I guess I got really really bored... yup that's it.
I am currently watching Clerks 2 (Funny Movie)
I'm at my dads place and i have the 30 Rock box set (season 1) (Awesome)
Yesterday I bought a kick ass "The Who" shirt and a Power Ranger (the first power rangers) sweat wrist band.
In the future I'm gonna be putting up poems and songs that I made... so yeah check it out in the future.