Keep the light on when I'm gone...

I fell back in love with pop music... yeah I can't give up old habits... N*SYNC... I missed you lmao.
Lady Gaga became my new ear and eye candy and David Cook's album isn't bad. Today me and Rian went around town to take pictures for basic photo. I made him pose next to a fire hydrant so it looks like he is pissing on the hydrant like a dog. Lmao yeah I'm so gettin' A+ or I'm gonna get a super F. Anyway song of my day is Light On by David Cook.

All Time Low

I'm having a very Bipolar week
A few days ago I was the happiest dude on Earth.
Then I came back down to earth and became a total vegetable.
Depression is like that annoying person that comes to every party and screws up the whole party for you. I haven't been talking lately either. I feel like a mime too. Damn I'm such a sad person lol.
I guess its because of the music I've been listening too. I guess soul, motown, R&B, jazz, and big band stuff gets me down. I don't know...
Anyways the song of my day is this... enjoy... bitches

Oh, I just wish someone would try to hurt you so I could kill them for you. -Frank Sinatra

Bored... forever...

Valentines Day Castaway

Yeah, I'm gonna be alone this Valentines Day... no biggy. It's All Star Weekend anyway... yeah that still sucks. This is the "holiday" I truly hate with an iron fist. It pisses me off. Love everywhere, just not towards me... I'm gonna wear a butt cover so cupid won't shoot me in the ass with his/her love arrows...

2 weeks in...

Yay. Milestone indeed. But that wouldn't really brighten my day... A-Rod admitted that he used Steroids. It feels like my hero just died but not really. I'm sooo disgusted in him. I thought... we all (Yankee fans) thought he was clean... Effin Jose Conseco was fricken right. I hate that snitch...
Anyways yeah it crushes me...

I don't wanna be your favorite enemy.

I hate porn and love now. Well actually its a love hate thing. Lol I love love and I hate love. Weird. Yeah with this cold turkey thing and my weak minded heart, I haven't been the same. Back to the time when I pretty much lost my mind and got super D worded. I'm asking random people to shoot me, I cant concentrate in class because well here's an acronym. A.D.I.D.A.S. I can't even write The Adventures of Toby and Shy with out getting distracted and lose the creative juices that was running in my head. Anyway back to my love problem. I have a huge problem with love. I look at people in the school halls, the streets, movie theaters, hospitals, bathrooms, the park, the library, the laundramats, the church, the bank, Barnes N Nobles, The Olive Garden, Hot Topic, Cold Stone, Hollister, Applebees, Bone Fish, FYE, Best Buy, Disney Parks, Wendy's, and finally family parties. Yeah its really bad... Only time would tell.

My goal for the next 4 and a half weeks

I have gone cold turkey... yeah I know ladies ew. But it feels like its something I have to do. Its gonna be like 40 days and 40 nights but for... you know... squeezing the tube... Yeah.
Here's a trailer of 40 days and 40 nights just in case you have no idea what the hell I'm talking about. So far I am 1 week in. 4 1/2 more weeks to go...

Yeah. Lupe holes to make me... arrive is an "oral exam" or "home plate" but that is pretty unlikely.
- Mateo Amadeo Briones