The One That Got Away

Why am I so blind
I should have saw the signs.
The sign of affection towards my direction
This is surely the worst in my collection of screw ups
Why can't I grow up...

She was my best friend
Up until the end.
Interest was what she sent
Another direction I went.
Big mistake...

She asked me if I still liked my ex
I said yes
and that was the end of it.
When I showed interest
she no longer did.

For years I placed my bid
but the auction closed
so tears I shed.

She is with someone else
And I am left by myself...
She is taken
But not by a boy
Oh Joy...
She's with a lady now

I didn't know why and how
But all I can say is wow.
I didn't want to know if it's real or not
I really liked her a lot
She was the one that got...
away...

Walk like a gentlemen.

Damn my lower body hurts sooo bad. Soccer this year could be the death of me, I swear. Everyday is mostly running in circles. I get so tired that I'm not able to bring my full potential when we actually do something with the ball. Yesterday was the worst. It was the first two laps of the warm down and my feet start to tight up. I was so confused. Like how the hell am I already tightning up? Questions run through my mind while I'm running the feild. Questions like: Did I eat too much? Did I tie my shoes too tight? Did I get enough sleep? Who was the girl from "I Love you Man"?. Then when I took off my shoe and layers of socks there was a huge lump. I asked around "What the F*** is this shit?" Taylor had no idea. I had no idea. And the coaches didn't know. I wanted to go home soo bad but I realized what it was. I put to many layers of socks that my feet can't breath. So I took out the inner layer and put on the outter. I went out there and played through the whole practice. I still wanted to kill myself but at least I got to show what I had in me. After that, it was Kill Bill movie fest lol. I fell in love with Quinten Tarintino's movies. I love'em. If he ever shows up one day in my life I am gonna geek out sooo hard lol.

woah hi!

Hi!
Remember me yall? lol. Wow lots of stuff happened the past few months. But the main thing was the death of a king. Michael Jackson died on June 25, 2009. Before the news broke of the death there was an announcement that he would have a comeback tour in London called "This is it" he said he would perform the songs the people want to hear. The Michael Jackson collection. It was gonna be directed by the guy who directed High School Musical and other acts like the Jonas Brothers and Miley Cyrus. His trainer was Lou Ferrigno (the hulk), and his docters were crap... The rumored cause of death was an overdose of a drug that starts with an M.
Before word went out of his death there was news reports of him being rushed to UCLA hospital. I figured he was ok then started playing baseball on the PS3. Thirty minutes later Nick Sourbis texts me and tells me the news. I didn't believe it until I went on TMZ and saw Michael Jackson dead at 50. I froze for a full minute then ultimately teared. I don't remember the last time I cried before that moment but I couldn't hold it. It was like a part of me died. I quickley went to facebook and saw everyones status saying R.I.P. MJ or Yay he's dead (I hated that). When I turned on the T.v. it was all Michael all the time. The Apollo Theatre had a sign on the Marquee that said "In Memory of Michael Jackson: A true apollo legend" 1958-2009." People started crowding the theatre and started singing and dancing to his Iconic songs. I wanted to take a bus to harlem and go there to join the gathering but I had no money. All I can do then was to cry and listen to the Thriller album, Jackson 5 greatest hits, and Michaels first solo single "Ben." Ben is probably my personal favorite. It kinda described me and deeply touched me when I felt alone. I wanna rock with you is my second favorite. It made me dance and got me to fall in love with music more specifically R&B. It turned me on to different R&B acts like Usher, Luther Vandross, Stevie Wonder, etc.
Back when I was 11 years old. My dad used to play the Jackson 5 Greatest hits. I was hooked automatically. I'll be there, ABC, etc. My dad used to talk about how amazing this little boy from Gary, Indiana was. He tried to explain to me that MJ was not always weird. I believed him... Anyways yeah... (Tears) I'll continue tomorrow and I want to do a medley of his songs.

Bamboozle, Kazoozles, and Paquiaoozle

Bamboozle May 2nd 2009

Best day ever (so far)

The Boys Like Girls set was crazy, insane, and unreal.  Two Mosh Pits, pushing, Shoving, Spooning, Crowd Surfing. All Time Low was amazing, Forever the Sickest Kids was awesome, We the Kings was my favorite.  Demi Lovato came in randomly though during Secret Valentine.  Journey was the special guest.  Awesome. I got a hug from the beautiful Cassadee. (Lead singer of Hey Monday)

Not FML, but LML (Love my life)

Kazoozles

They were free at Bamboozle.  It tasted so good.  It was crack in a some kind of penis looking candy. (lol)

Paquiaoozle

Two Rounds knock out

Hatton got killed.

Next Victim: Floydd Mayweather JR or Juan Marquez 

A Ship Wreck In The Sand

Today was an awesome and disappointing day.  Awesome was hooters, got a new Silverstein album, and I saw Crank 2.  Disappointing was when I saw Observe and Report first.  Seth Rogen was so unfunny.  Very uncharacteristic of him because he is always funny no matter what he does.  When he does an animated movie or a kids show he is always funny.  In this he was just acting completely stupid.  I didn't get it.  The worst part of it was the chase scene where Seth tries to arrest the mall flasher.  Through out the whole chase the flashers peanut sized dick was flapping all over.  I wanted to effin puke.  Movie number two was Crank 2.  It was really good kinda.  I enjoyed it.  Before I entered the movie there was a band of little kids (half my age) walked in.  I was like who the hell are the parents?  There is so much adult content in this movie. I was really confused. Anyways it was a roller coaster day.  But great way to start this week off.  Have a nice day :D

-Amadeo

Neverland

So many bills to pay
they've been due since may (it's now july)
Is there anyway for me to bail me out

So much doubt in my heart
I'm falling apart
and I can't start... crying
Times like these makes you feel like dying

I want to fly away
to somewhere where nothing turns to gold
A place where people live and never grow old

I need an escape
an escape from this depression
good vibrations and sweet sensations
a different brand... a place I can stand...
Let's go to Neverland...

Suessical

Yeah it's over... Damn... I got nothing to do now lol.